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Ever felt like you weren’t you?

Or that you only fit in cause people thought you were someone else?

Your hair, eyes, smile, laugh, and look matched them so well you were called by there name as if you had been forgotten.

So finally you give in and they call you a double of the person or just number 2.

Finally your so used to it that you give up on being you and just lock yourself away and toss the key.

You lie on the cold hard floor as the minutes turn to hours. Days to weeks. Months to Years. The entire time you are someone else. Someone else’s existence. You cant break free from the chains that hold you where you are. Barely breathing…existing means nothing to you…yet it means everything. Existing is all you have. Someone else’s existence but it is still all you have and you hold to it for dear life. Sitting behind the door you locked all the time ago. Forgotten your name and your own spirit even seems to have withered to a replica…This isn’t existing…all it is…is hiding…from yourself…
©2007-2010 ~ChibiSakuraChan
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Author's Comments

old old old old old old old old old one i did
it sucks like so much it hurts my eyes >< lol
well ya ok byes

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:iconcristalcat101:
wow... thats really beatifuless... :cries: i just wuve it, because it's so true and real... :D

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my friends are gay/bi/lez/straight, emo, sporty, cheery, wise, nice, mean, childish, and a lot of other things... but i love them all the same!
:iconsamselt:
owww... so beatiful... sniff....

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I'm manga-addicted and you?
:iconuchihaxbloodxboils:
I feel like this every day.. :'/
:iconhavetorun:
well, if you're totally decided that it sucks, i won't tell you otherwise. however, if you're just being modest or secretly hoping, deep, deep down that someone will tell you otherwise, i'm gonna say this poem RAWKS!!! it's way too true, i used to be like that but i finally decided that it was crap (thank yo ufor the reality check, v-chan!^^) and now i'm me! :evillaugh: i scare many, many people. but, seriously, this is great. it makes me wanna jump up and shout "Screw you, world! I can do whatever I want and there's nothing you can do to stop me! Hell, I'm gonna go fly, just to rub it in your face. *jumps off nearest building and falls to her death XD*"

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Guess what! I show signs of schizophrenia! yay me! XD
:iconrabidfangirlino:
well put on some sunglasses cuz i like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

wow this is so...well, i can't find a word for it without sounding like a poser, so--it's deep. real deep.
it's like....like you take raw feelings and write them down on paper. i've felt like this so many times, i know; i used to move a lot and stay in a town for only a year or so, so that's what i did. now i'm in a town permanently, and i've gotten out of that stage, but i used to be so timid and scared of other people, i hated it.

i'm gonna:+favlove:this not only because it's beautiful, but as a reminder of what i used to be like. thanks:)

(hmm, :above:...that was very...un-charactaristically serious. apparently the crazy aunt has not had enough sugar today:D)

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Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat?
:iconchibisakurachan:
i feel like it most the time but my friends are trying to help :hug: im so sorry i hope you find yourself because i would love to get to know that person.

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Latida........:heart:
:iconunelore:
It's great, as usual you write with emotions thats many have felt but could never get down i words. Great work =) :glomp::hug:

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:iconpimpface:
Wow thats so good... as usual*hmph* =P
:hug:

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Find me,
Follow me,
Catch me,
Hold me.
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