Ever felt like you werent you?
Or that you only fit in cause people thought you were someone else?
Your hair, eyes, smile, laugh, and look matched them so well you were called by there name as if you had been forgotten.
So finally you give in and they call you a double of the person or just number 2.
Finally your so used to it that you give up on being you and just lock yourself away and toss the key.
You lie on the cold hard floor as the minutes turn to hours. Days to weeks. Months to Years. The entire time you are someone else. Someone elses existence. You cant break free from the chains that hold you where you are. Barely breathing
existing means nothing to you
yet it means everything. Existing is all you have. Someone elses existence but it is still all you have and you hold to it for dear life. Sitting behind the door you locked all the time ago. Forgotten your name and your own spirit even seems to have withered to a replica
This isnt existing
all it is
is hiding
from yourself














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my friends are gay/bi/lez/straight, emo, sporty, cheery, wise, nice, mean, childish, and a lot of other things... but i love them all the same!
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I'm manga-addicted and you?
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Guess what! I show signs of schizophrenia! yay me! XD
wow this is so...well, i can't find a word for it without sounding like a poser, so--it's deep. real deep.
it's like....like you take raw feelings and write them down on paper. i've felt like this so many times, i know; i used to move a lot and stay in a town for only a year or so, so that's what i did. now i'm in a town permanently, and i've gotten out of that stage, but i used to be so timid and scared of other people, i hated it.
i'm gonna
(hmm,
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Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat?
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Latida........
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[link] - Weekend to End Breast Cancer
$Moonbeam13
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Find me,
Follow me,
Catch me,
Hold me.
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